Y@ng Jianz; munmuns strikes back

Thursday, April 12, 2007

wad a TIRING week..
almost died..

the greatest enemy is yourself.. or rather the God of Sleep within you..
i've been fighting it hard tho.. seems like im begginning to win..
it seems to enjoy eating biscuits and sweets instead of luring me to sleep in tutorials and lectures..
i'll bring for it to eat =)
i also tired like siao during choir la.. but denn.. must be ALERT ><

and choir is..
im beginning to.. argh feel kinda desperate?
why must choir fall into this vicious cycle..
good bad good bad...
happy sad frustrated happy sad frustrated..
why must we repeat those negative feelings again and again?
u hav no idea how much i enjoyed choir when everyone was erm.. cheerful?
why must we fall into the dark abyss again and again?

then sometimes i wonder.. if i had dsa-ed to hwachong..
i would be laughing with them outside their AVA instead of listening to peptalks..
would i be happier in hwachong choir?

i must admit tt the above thought did cross my mind..

i wan my choir to be good
i wan my choir to be happy

and we will do it.

-rawr.. i wan my nuggets..!
4:34 AM

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